Ga Tahan ...

Ga Tahannnnnnnn....Hayo coba tebak gua ga tahan apaan??

Ga Tahannnn, pengen ketawa mulu bawaannya.
Kenapa?? Itu lho saya masih dalam "victorious mood" over Han's team. ahuhuauhauhauhauhhuauhhuauhauhahuahuauhauhauhuhaahuahuahuauhauhahuauauh
Seneng banget gua, tak tertahankan....hihihihi. Kalo kata Ci Susie "Suuuuueeeeneeeenggggg" bgt hihihi. Setiap inget2 moment2 terindah pas ngalahin Han2, wih, gua langsung berbunga2, naek ke langit ke tujuh (pake lift naeknya, ga kuat naek tangga...lagi encok), berputar2 di awan, maen pelosotan di atas pelangi...got the feeling??

Semalem gua ga bisa bobo, gara2 kebanyakan senyum2 sendiri gara2 ini, udah kayak org gila aja. Trus tadi pagi bangun pun gara2 pengen senyum2 sendiri. Pdhl masih ngantuk tuh tadi, jam 9 udah nyengir2 sendiri...ahuwhuwauhwa..dasar otak aneh. Gila loe Han, bikin gua kayak org gila nih.

No hard feeling ya Han. Kalo kalah harus terima nasib lah ya and harus dgn lapang dada donk, jgn bitter gitu ah, trus muka jgn manyun ya huahuahuahuahuahuahuahuauhahuauhauh senangnya hatikuuuuuuu bisa nulis giniannnn.

Blog gua jgn di hack, kena-in virus, dll (soalnya kemaren gua di ancem bakal di destroy blog-ku yg keren ini ahuwhuwahuwahuwa ama dia..reseee). Trus gua jg di ancem, bakal di babat rambut gua (di shave katanya). I have all the evidence of our conversation Han. awas macem2!! huahuahuauha....Peace ya!!!

Ya udah deh ... gua cuma mau melampiaskan kesenangan sesaat yg gua yakin bentar lagi jg ilang...hix..

Gbu Muach2 ampe monyong...

Amazing PAIN!!!!

Yes, sodara sodari yg terkasih dlm Tuhan.
SUAKITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT kuakikuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu guak muaen muaen!!!
UENCOKKKKKKK Puinggangkuuuuuuuuu tak tertahan-tahan....huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Semalem aja pas mau tidur, gua kira pas naek ranjang tuh udah perjuangan paling berat, ehhhhhhhhhhhhh ternyata pas malemnya, mau balik badan aja setengah mampus, pake berdoa dulu sebelom balik badan supaaya tulang ga ada yg copot n sendi ga ada yg lepas pas bangun. Eh pas tadi pagi bangun, gileeeeeeeeee pas turun ranjang nohhhhhhhhh, itu tulang-tulang, sendi-sendi yg gua ga tau ada di badan gua, semuanya berasaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..., trus pake kena sunburn segala lagi tangan gua, perihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bowww...

Iya ini semuaaaaaaaaa gara2 maen Amazing Race noh kemaren, makanya hr ini kena AMAZING PAIN!!!...itu pain yg namanya Amazing ga kira2 amaziing nya....buset deh..ga mao lagi .. cukup sekali maen ginian.

Begini yah ceritanya *cieh2 flashback*.

Jam 9 kan ngumpul tuh di gereja, eh gua kan dr ruma jam 8.20 emang sengaja pagian soalnya mau ke Maccas dulu beli breakkie, trus abis dr maccas kan jam 8.45 eh gua udah di telponin si Atep, katanya anak2 udah pada sampe trus gua disuruh cepetan..gile pdhl kan masih 15 mnt lagi. ya udah gua kebut aja. Eh pas sampe di gereja, group gua cuma ada Atep ama gua doank, si Tim ama Jenny belom dtg. Trus ga lama kemudian si Tim dtg trus Jenny telat (gara2 Hansen pake shopping dulu...ganjen bener) pdhl group laen udah pd pergi doing their 1st task.

Lalu, pas dptin clue pertama, kita langsung mikir..ohh ke mutch park kali ya...eh pas baca lagi ada REBOUND nya..trus ANZAC...ya udah deh langsung ngibrit ke moore park. What happened there? GEBLEK beribu GEBLEK. SINTING beribu SINTING. MAMPUS beribu MAMPUS. Masa di suruh lari dr ujung lapangan sampe ujung satunya lagi cuma buat dpt 1 sedotan, ih mending 1 sedotan utuh, ada kali cuma 1/5 sedotan doank, trus abis itu di buang lagi tuh sedotan. Gilaaaaaa....abis lari, gua sih langsung terkapar di lantai, trus lgsg pucet n dah mau pingsan. Gua udah mau quitttt trus gua tanya di group gua ada yg bisa nyetir lagi ga, si atep sih bisa cuma ga ada sim, si jenny punya L doank. Duhh gua akhirnya ga punya pilihan laen but to continue the race, demi team gua (cieh2) ahuauhuhwauhawuhwa...kesian mereka ga ada sopir. ya udah akhirnya gua kuat2in n lanjut deh gempor2an.

Nah pas abis dr Moore Park, next clue itu ke World Square. Shopping bo di coles, well ga shopping sih, cuma nulis bar code doank. Tapi tuh barang2 yg di kasih aneh2 semua. Apalagi yg KORBOND BUTTONS...apaan tuuuuu?? Kan disitu ada org indo yg kerja, dia blg "woi jgn nanya gua, tuh tuh nanya ama managernya yg di dpn, org indo". Ya udah gua bilang ama Jenny "ayo Jen, saatnya loe tebar pesona..." huahuhuawhu. Trus kita nanya "what's korbond buttons?" eh masa dgn judesnya dia blg "No Cheating!!! I know what this is all about, No cheating!!" Dlm ati gua "IDIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, tolong dehhhhh kalo ga mau kasih tau ga usah pake judes segala donk...kalo gua mau beli beneran gimana....idihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh amitttt".
Untung kita pinter ahuwhuwuh languns ke bagian kancing eh bener aje ada kancing yg mereknya korbond...ha ilah....tolong deh...

Trus dr world square ke pitt st mall, itu yg namanya ruameeee ga maen2...kan lagi boxing day, gile deh orang apa semut. Trus disuruh nyari Ella, gileeeee susahnya ga maen2, pdhl katanya si Ella udah liat gua, eh bukannya manggil (sombong deh kamu..hihi). Trus yg lucu pas ketemu si Ella, kita kan pd heboh minta clue, eh tiba2 ada cewe cina jg ikutan nyamperin ella blg "can i have one?" ahuwhuuhwauhwauh gua sampe cengo...dia kira si ella lagi bagi2 voucher, pdhl kan itu clue uahuhwuhwuhahuhua...dodol pisan deh.

Nah abis dr world square mah langsung ke hyde park, kita kira buat rest doank...udah semangat aja jalan kesono. Ehhhhh ternyata bo, disuruh ngitung benches, huaaa cuape bener2. Trus ngitungin wc (jd pengen kencing pas ngitung) untung kita pnter liat map ngitung nya.

Nah dr Hyde Park ini nih yg bikin seru n menyebalkan n memfrustasikan. Dr pertaama tuh group gua selalu kedua or ketiga. Nah pas dpt next clue, kita tanpa ba-bi-bu lagi langsung jalan ngibrit ke Sydney Aquarium di Darling Hbr, iya ternyata sualahhhhhhhhhh sodara2 kirta nyasarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...ga ketemu sapa2. Yang ada gua ketemu orang pake kostum penguin berdiri di dpn Sydney Aquarium, pertama gua pikir "mungkin ga yah Ella or Liana di dalem tuh kostum?" auhwuhuhwa..ternyata ga mungkin sodara2. Ya udah kita wasted 30 mins hix..sedih. pas sampe di circular quay kita ktemua groupnya ronald, group kita berdua tuh yg terakhir sampe sono...gile...auhhuwhu...depresi lansgung ahuwhuwhua.

Abis dr Circular Quay langsung ke Darling Hbr (again!) rese. Trus di kerjain lagi suruh ngitung ini itung itu, gelo. Gua sih telp si Joy tolong suruh liatin di internet harga masuk aquarium awuahwuh. thx ne.

Abis dr Darling Hbr sih gua udah ga ada semangat lagi, soalnya udah bener2 2nd last. KIta satu group udah blg, "there's no chance we're gonna win, so no need to run from here" Tapi kita jg ga mau kalah jd paling terakhir. ehuhuahu...Pas jalan ke tempat parkir mau ambil mobil ke centennial park, kaki gua udah gemeteran, cuma gua ga bilang ke team gua, soalnya takut mereka stress heheuauha, gua sih udah nyantai bgt deh nyetirnya ga ngebut, lewatin jalannya pun yg gua ga perna lewatin (huebatnya ga nyasar bow!! i was very proud of myself) hauwhuwhua...

Trus pas sampe di centennial, kan gede tuh mana belokan dimana2, pas gua tanya ke team gua "belok mana yah menurut kalian" eh ga ada yg jwb, pd teler semua. Ya udah gua belok semau gua aja, kiriiiiiii terus pokoknya...eh ternyata apaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sodara2 tiba2 saya melihat si AIM79Y huaaaa senangnya hatikuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....pdhl dr td emang gua ga nyari balon, nyarinya mobil anak2 ahwhuwuhwauh...lebih gampang soalnya. Nah gua sih langsung parkir aja dkt si AIM pdhl blm ketemu balonnya. Soalnya gua tau Herman ga bakal mau jalan jauh dr mobilnya...males tu anak hawuhwuh. Yes, bener aje, abis turun eh langsung keliatan balon kuning 3 biji melambai2. Trus abis itu kliatan herman dgn baju merahnya yg menyala2. Kita sih udah lemes aja liat dia, trus kan itu sepi bener kita udah mikir aja itu racenya udah pd udahan, anak2 udah pd pulang soalnya kita yg paling terakhir sampe. Eh pas kita tanya "kita terakhir ya?" trus si ella blg "Gaaaa, loe team ke-2 lagi". Kita sampe SHOCKEDDDDDDDD...what??? kok bisa? hauwuhwahuwa...gileee..langsung itu ygnamanya semangatt ga maen2......mana masih ada chance buat menang tu lawan group nya jessica. gila deh. seruuuu...ternyata group laen pd nyasar sampe 30 mins di centennial...eh group kita malah nyasar di sydney aquarium dodol bgt...ahwwhuahuwahu..beda sendiri.....

Tapi in the end...kita tetep ga menang kok. Juara 2..lumayan lah...tapi yg penting mah bukan menang or ngga...yg penting itu bagi gua:

1. Ngalahin Han2 ahuhwuhuhuahuawuhw
2. Not coming last auhwuhwhuwauhuhwa

Trus ya kayak Stella n Acenk jg, gua jg belajar something from this game:

1. Winning is not everything, Staying Alive is more important (esp after Moore Park)
2. Be happy with what you have (Before the game, i told carrotz i wanna be in han's team..hehe soalnya dia pasti menang).
3. What you think is bad is not always as bad as it seems
4. Stay optimistic
5. Be nice to other teams (this is for Han-han ahuwuhwuhwhau jkjk)
6. Have Fun!!!
7. Try to cheat if you can...huwahuwhu i couldnt....rese tu helpers nya..ga bisa di sogok..hihi

OKIE deh,....just wanna say thx to all organisers. FOr me, i wanna thank Carrotssssssssssssssssss for fullfilling my "special request" thank youuuuuu..cant say thank you enuf. It was fun...tapi capenya gila deh...once is enuf for me.

GBU MUACH2 ampe monyong...

Apa Ya?

Hmm..apa ya?

Excited, soalnya besok friday. Eiittsss bukan cuma friday biasa lho, tapi 1/2 day at work..huawhuhuw..ya better lach drpd full day...trus holiday deh sampe tgl 2 jan.

Cepet yehh udah 2007. Mau nostalgia ah taon 2006 ngapain aja..here i go...starting from:

1. January - Gua inget banget tuh tgl 31 Dec nya anak2 pd ngumpul drumah Jess, maen games yg ga ada juntrungannya sampe midnite trus ntn fireworks dr genteng-nya mba Jessie...ahuwuhwauh..abis itu telerrr semua...pdhl besokannya gereja bo...tp lucuuuuu. Trus besokannya HOT HOT HOT - 45 degrees buset, trus ngumpul lagi di ruma mba jessie gara2 panas bgt ga ada yg punya ac di ruma jd ya numpang gelepar di sono sampe sore.

2. February - Hmm, apa ya? lupa euy, palingan sih Jess' bday yg dia diguyur di dpn pintu, cuma resenya gua jg kena di guyurrrrrrr....ihhhhhhhhhh reseeeeeee.......

3. March - Apa ya? duh kok gua jd hilang ingatan begini sih? Makin maju bulannya gua makin lupa bukannya makin inget, haiyah. Ada kejadian apa ya Maret? uhauhwuhwuh lupa beneran...!! Sorry bagi yg inget tolong ingetin gua donk!!!

4. April - Hehehe getting a yr older, pake di kejer2 kayak setan ama anak2 monyong trus di guyur aer, muka gua di obok2 pake tepung ama Hansen bin monyong sampe gua ga bisa napas gara2 tepungnya masuk idung seemua. Rambut gua rontok segepok gara2 pengen ilangin tepung dr rmbt..took me a week (fyi). reseeeee...pembalasan ku belom tuntas sodara-sodari yg terkasih dlm Tuhan!!!

5. May - Heh? May ada apaan ya? Ada So-May?? hahwuhuw jayus mampus gua. Yg gua inget mah Mei taon 98 noh yg kerusuhan di jkt ahuhuhuawuhawhuaw...maap2 sodara2..lupa..tolong ingetin pls kalo ada yg inget ada kejadian apaan di bulan ini. OoooHHH, it's Ika's 21st bday, kerennnn dekorasi rumahnya...great food, great frenz, great company. Then we all got the saddest news a few days later...all part of HIS plan I guess. I was speechless....

6. June - Hmm ini nih gua inget bgt disuruh ronald bikin tiramisu satu gentonggggggggggggggggg buat bday nya dia, trus disuruh beli daging buat kasih makan 1 africa yg lagi kelaperan. Trus partynya di taman di pyrmont malem2, dinginnya ampun2...INILAH NAMANYA PENYIKSAAAN!!!

7. July - OoohHhhhhHHH how can i forget this month, hauwhuwuh...went to Melb for the first time sodara sodari yg terkasih dlm Tuhan after being ditched by my lovelehhh frenzzzz a few times!! ahuuwhuhw..selalu ditinggal mulu dr dulu kalo mau pegi ke melb. Akhirnyaaa pas bulan ini malah ga direncanain. Mendadak bgt decide mau peginya only 5 days beforehand. Ih gua kan paling takut yg namanya nyasar, eh baru pertama kali ke Melb, masa sendirian naek domestic plane...gua kan ga pernah naek domestic plane sebelomnya...palagi sendirian...duh ampun....Thxxx bgt buat ci yen2 yg nganterin gua ke erpot waktu anda2 lagi pada kbaktian youth huahuwhu. Pertama kali injek Melb, gileee dingin amat, trus sepi amat, trus gelap amat, kayak kuburan...ga betahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....mau pulanggggggggggg sydneyyyyyyyy. Tapi gua hrs akui sih makanannya n coffee nya ... yummmmmmmmmmmm..... YING THAI (kulit babinya), es duren (yummmmmmm - overdosis nih waktu itu makan ginian), mocha nya Degrave cafe...yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Kalo seandainya gua balik ke Melb lagi, gua bakal cuma buat makan that's it...ahuwuhauh ga betah kalo suruh tinggal..gilaaa..

8. August - Hut RI ahhuwhuwa...lupa ah

9. September - DEEP WATER - hehehe my 1st retreat with you guyz...memorable. Oh iya selama bulan ini gua jg sakit mulu heran, batuk kayak org gila ga sembuh2...aneh....ga mao lagi deh...doh! Thx for the prayerz, hehehe i was touched...

10. October - Baby Melody lahir euyyy...Hallelujahhh ahuwuhhuaw akhirnya...LBCM idol lahir jg...hihihi...ada saingan loe cenk skrg!! Kayaknya ada apa lagi gitu deh bulan ini...cuma lupa as usual..pls remind me ya kalo ada yg inget.....

11. November - hmmm...??? where's my brain??? what happened ya in november? hauhwuhw parah deh...ya gitu deh...rada menyedihkan blakang2nya...dpnnya lupa hawhuwhu..

12. December - Still going - hehehe..Tapi bulan ini diawali dgn gua di setopin polisi gara2 belom bayar rego yes it happened on 1 dec..dodol. Polisi monyong!!! Demen bener ngikutin gua...sono cari kerjaan laen!! Trus got another sad news about Oom Edi =(. Trus Road To Freedom (prayers answered!)

Yah segitu deh perjalanan taon ini. I know it's not detail enuf....hehehehauahuw...but something is better left untold...ahuwhuhuwa..apaan coba...

What will 2007 bring?? ga tau jg deh...we'll see...should be interesting...

GBU n Muach2 ampe monyong!!!!

I could be wrong but I doubt It

ahuhuahuauha..apa coba tu title...asal aja gua
Nih gua dedikasi-in nih post buat si acenk!! Gua disuruh isi blog, pake sms segala, kirain ada apaan sms jam segini. Pdhl cuma disuruh isi blog. auhhwuhuwa...nih gua isi..pdhl lagi ga pengen...ga tau soalnya mau ngomong apaan. LOe mau gua isi apaan sih cenk?? bingung neh...

Pengennya sih nge-dumel, cuma ga deh..heheh gua udah banyak ngedumel...tar loe org pada eneq bacanya...not that i care gitu lho...cuma gua lagi males aja ngedumel...eehhehe

Yess...i just got connected to ADSL2...yeeehaaa...cepet boooo..gua kayak org kampung neh...cepet bgtttttttt...ga maen2...ga kalah cepet ama tukang copet abis nyolong dompet loe cenk larinya...cepetan larinya connection gua...got it? jayus ya?? bodo ah

Udah ah...bye bye to all you uz....im about to leave to ...

Letting Go...

One thing I have been learning lately, letting go of something you are attached to aint easy. In fact, it is sooooo difficult. There's a song that says "You give and take away", this just reminds me that God can take away what he has given us, just like that. Because it's HIS and not ours and it's a part of His plan for us. I am not just talking 'bout worldly possessions here but anything else that we replace God's position with. Yes, putting God first in everything we do is not always an easy thing to do, sometimes we compromise and negotiate, but now I'd just like to ask for His Mercy upon me.

And one more thing, with ppl come and go in our lives and saying goodbye is the last thing I wanna do, it's all inevitable. Sooner or later, we have to say G'bye whether we want to or not. When everthing's come to an end, we have to be ready to say gbay to start somethng new. To those of uz who are struggling right now, my prayer is with uz..keep strong ya! I'm sorry I did not say gbye to one of uz, bcoz it was too hard to say....couldnt...didnt want to...but I hope I'll see uz soon. I promise i wont let uz down. You guys have been supporting me all this time and it's now my turn to support uz...i'll do everything i can. Thank you thank you thank you....