God is GOD!

Wow it has been a while since i posted my last post.

I think it's about time to update this blog.

Just wanna share a bit of my 'uneg-uneg'.

Well one thing I keep on realising every single week, every single day that people can change, situation is always changing all the time. One minute you're prosper and before you know it, you become a needy person.

The 'DESERT SONG' by Hillsong has really inspired me...its been played so many times in the last week especially and the CD starts to sound funny coz of the constant replays.

I like the whole lyrics and definitely can relate to it..or everyone can. But what touches me is the bridge which says

"All of my life -- In every season -- You are still God -- I have a reason to sing --I have a reason to worship"

This is so true...it reminds me that sometimes even when things get worse, problems keep coming my way, pressures from all over start to surface and it feels like I just can handle it anymore... Guess what? I still have a reason to sing, a reason to worship. And HE doesn't change unlike our circumstances. So why stop singing or stop worshipping HIM when HE is the ONLY ONE that does not change. Just because my problems have gotten worse or my circumstances have changed to something that does not suit me, this does not mean I can afford to be away from HIM.

I have also learnt GOD is the only one you can really talk to about anything...pour my heart out, listen to everything I have to say/complain/grumble about and wipe my tears away when I finish. Even when you feel like you don't have anyone to talk to, GOD is there. I know He's been listening to me more n more everyday. Coz even in the midst of the crowd I can feel like I have noone to talk to. It's sad I know...but amazingly this makes me even more appreciative of WHO GOD is...what HIS roles are in my life.

It is just too scary to imagine what would happen if I didn't have HIM in my life.

That's it for now. Hope I didn't end it on a sad note. =)

OH .. btw, here is the full lyrics. Hope you can be blessed too...!

This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides


And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoiceI will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow


** Muach Muach Ampe Monyong***
Til next post...